Rose

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns, the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love, it is a hunger,
An Endless aching need.
I say love. it is a flower,
and you it's only seed.

It's the heart, afraid of breaking,
That never, learns to dance.
It's the dream, afraid of waking,
that never takes the chance.

It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
And the soul, afraid of dying
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely,
and the road has been too long,
and you think that love is only,
for the lucky and the strong.
Just remember in the winter,
far beneath the bitter snows.

Lies the seed,
That with the sun's love,
In the spring,
Becomes the Rose.

Breathe

You were my all,
You were my everything,
You needed me like water,
You needed me to breathe.

I gave you my heart,
I gave you the best of me,
But the closer I became,
The less I could see .

Now it stares at me,
Like my reflection,
It's who I wanna be,
Not who I was.

I want to Breathe again,
I want to Dream again,
Want something beautiful,
To make it all meaningful,
I want to be.

I know your pain,
It kills me to break you,
But I'm waking up ,
and the sky is still blue.

Letting go,
Doesn't always mean your fall,
my story book is better off with pages still unwritten,
but it stares at me,
like my reflection,
The truth you see .

All of the years,
that we were together,
our love was for real,
nothing compares,
Just the hardest part is,
admitting I'm better without you.

We lost ourselves,
to doubt and delusion,
and we couldn't see,
cause we sank to the bottom ,
but I reached to the surface before it could washed me away.

I want to Breathe Again,
I want to Dream again,
want something beautiful,
to make it all meaningful .


I want to dare to live
Give me to chance to give
All that I have to life
All that I am

Nineteen

I'm tired of playing the part,
Of a little boy who, can't use his heart.
I'm broken, torn and scarred,
From all the poison , you threw at him.

But you won't know, cause you can't see,
the tattered child, you've made of me.

You'll follow me, into my dreams
And spit your words, so desperately.
I'll wash my hands of this tragic mess.
And truth can't cure the blind, if they don't care to see,

Nineteen years inside this flesh,
I fought through pain, I've paid my dues,
But that's still not enough for you.
So where do we go from here?
You won't keep me trapped in my fears.

You're sinking in, your selfishness.
We're tainted by, words left unsaid.

Did you even notice, the look in my eyes,
When I spoke of her for the very first time?
And do you remember, when you were my age?
Do you remember at all?

Don't follow me into my dreams,
And spit your words so viciously,
I'll wash my hands of this tragic mess.

But truth can't cure the blind,
I wish you'd change your mind,
But you don't care to see.


A.G

Determination or Desperation?

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone or something,

 that the only next possible step to do is to stop.

 Leave them alone.

Walk away.

 It's not like you're giving up, and it's not like you shouldn't try.

 It's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation.

 What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

Lets Leave

Little by little I'm falling under your spell,
Your smile is all I need to see to know,
We'll leave this endless darkness,
So come along with me,
Hold my hand

Back when you first came into my life,
I recall a place that I knew as a child.
A special place, one that I held close to my heart.

Won't you lead me in a dance down this winding road,
where light and shadow entwine to take hold,
of the thoughts of the one left far behind.
Know that I sometimes I want to turn around,
and see the things that I passed on this journey,
But I  know with love on my side,
with courage and pride,
I'll Fight!
I'll carry on!

Little by little I'm falling under your charm,
You'll keep me and all the world far from harm,
Bring hope to everyone,
I think everyone wants to gain eternity,

Even though I pretend not to notice you,
Can't you tell that I'm in love with you,
Can't wait to leave this endless darkness,
so won't you come along with me,
Hold my hand.

Bitter Sweet....

It is, kind of bittersweet, like the smile one would have when they know
they've given it their all,
But the smile can't change, that's the game has been lost,
that smile is the only thing you've got,
but it's enough, to move on

And I could spend forever in your eyes,
I could spend forever here tonight,
and even if you never care for me,
I will cherish every memory , I spend with you.

It is, kind of bittersweet, like the five lines previous and the feeling felt right now
like if you heard, that a loved one had been lost,
but their last words were,
I know this is my time,
I am Strong

And I could spend forever in your eyes,
I could spend forever here tonight
and even if you never care for me
I will cherish every memory
And though I know it's kind of bittersweet,
Sometimes we have to accept defeat,
then ensues the peace like falling snow,
take a deep breath in and let it go,
I am free,


........and I could spend forever in your eyes.

The Hardest Thing

Still framed photograph of you and me together,
Is all I have of me and you any more,
We were so in love and we thought it would last forever,
but in the storm, we were torn.

If I'd only knew the words to say that would make you turn around
I'd say those words to you more than a millions times.
It's been forever, but that hasn't changed what you mean to me.
Darling can't you see?

And I won't forget you
Don't regret you
The hardest thing I've had to do is live without you
And I wonder why we both walked away.
I'm lost without you, still crazy for you.
Just turn around, come back because your smile is overdue,
and I miss, I miss you

I'm sorry for all I did, what I said and things I hid.
I'm finally over me..
Is that too late for you?
I can't imagine where I'd be
If you had never rescued me
You gave me what it is, now I need you.

And I won't forget you
Don't regret you
The hardest thing I've had to do is live without you
And I wonder why we both walked away.
I'm lost without you, still crazy for you.
Just turn around, come back because your smile is overdue,
and I miss, I miss you